Monday, January 31, 2011

Chapter 35: It Was Bound To Happen

I walk out to see Josh and Short sitting on Manny's bed watching T.V. “Y'all just gonna sit there and look stupid niggas??” “Man you know we tryin' to hit up the Xbox nigga.” Short finally said. “Oh, that's wassup.” Manny said with a concerned look. I see him grab my clothes then he throws them at me. “Go get dressed babe.” he said pushing me into the bathroom.

It didn't take me too long to get dressed. When I came out of the bathroom, Manny was fully dressed and playing Josh on the Xbox. Josh had just scored a touchdown and was in the lead. “Oh, it's over Mack!” Josh said. “The hell it is!” Manny said as I sat next to him. “You ain't bout to score no more, I got my good luck charm with me!” He said putting his arm around my neck and kissing me on my head. I just smile.

After Manny spanked Josh, guess I really am his good luck charm lol, Manny said he needed to head to the store. “Yo, let me roll with you, I need to get some shit too.” Josh said. “You need anything babe?” Manny asked me. “Naw bae, I'm good.” I said picking up the controller. With that, Manny and Josh left for the store. I guess Manny and I were not thinking, I just got left alone with Short!! I could feel the tension between me and him, ugh it was AKWARD!! He finally spoke.

“So how long you and Manny been together?”
“Bout 9 months.” I said still paying attention to the game.
“That's wassup.” He said eyein me. Now! I was alert.
“Yeah.”
“So my boy treatin' you right?” he asked tryin to start some shit.
“Sure does. Short, I ain't trynna be mean but don't try please.” I said tryin' to shut him out.

“Don't try what?” He said getting closer to me. “I ain't stupid nigga you know what the fuck I'm talkin bout.” I said as he paused the game. “Man stop playin', I know you feelin' me.” He said putting his hand on my thigh. I slap his hand hard and push it off of me. “No, I'm not! I'm taken, and by your friend. And if you were a friend you'd stop.”

“I'll stop when I'm finished.” He said grabbin' my neck and squeezing. “I know that Manny can't do it like I can! Let me show you.” Short said as he started taking off his pants. “STOP!!” I said trying to get out of his grip. One good hit to the face and I did just that. As I tried to walk out of the room, He pulls me back on the bed and shuts the door.

He gets back to the bed as I try to get up and he punches me in the face. Usually I'd bounce up and go ape-shit on a nigga, but this punch slowed me. He gets on top of me and starts kissin my neck. Now my thang is, if you gonna start some shit like this, make sure your shit is on point. This nigga was sloppy as hell and biting my neck, the shit was NOT sexy! “Get the fuck off of me!” I yell at him. “Hell naw, you feel good man.”

I tried wiggling my self from under him then he punches me in my chest. “Stop tryin to get away!” He said taking his shirt off. I couldn't hold it back, I started cryin. Not bawling but the tears were flowing. Dammit where was my man?!

“I'mma show you how a real New York nigga do it shawty.” He said as he started to strip me. “Stop it dammit, get off of me.” I screamed. “If you scream one more time I'mma fuck you up!” He said “Fuck you!” I said to him. “Naw I'm doin' that to you lil shawty.”

“You just had to try and get the clerk's--- WHAT THE FUCK YOU DOING SHORT!?!?” Manny said running in and pullin' him off of me. As soon as he did, I moved in the opposite direction and laid on the floor. I look up to see Manny stickin the fuck out of short. “Nigga, you don lost your muthafuckin mind!” Manny yelled at Short who was tryin' to keep up with Manny, but no such luck. Manny got off of Short and Short was fucked up! I mean his eye was swellin', lip was bleeding, and he was holding his left side. “Get the fuck up out my shit!” Manny said kickin Short. “Josh help your boy out, cause he's not mine anymore.”

“Oh so you beat me up cause your dude came on to me!?!” Short said. I leaped over the bed and got Short on his left side causing him to scream out in pain. “DONT TELL THAT LIE NIGGA!! IF I WAS COMING ON TO YOU WHY IS MY LIP BUSTED?”

“You hit him too!!!” Manny said, red as I'd ever seen him. The look in his eye was one I'd never seen before. I was scared to even approach him, but I had to. If I didn't I think he would've killed Short. I started to calm down as soon as I touched him. “Just get out please!” Manny screamed.

Josh and Short left with a quickness. “Baby, I'm so sorry.” Manny said hugging me. I started to cry again. “Will I just realized, I have no one besides you and my mother.. I have no real friends.” He said breaking down. I just held onto him, like he held onto me. “I love you so much William.” Wow, Manny's never called me by my full first name. “I love you too Emmanuel.” We just stood there in each others arms, never letting go one another.

Chapter 34: Wash Away The Worries

I got inside Manny's room and plopped on the bed. I looked at Manny and he looked so stressed. He sighed. I looked kinda drained. “Come here baby.” I said. He laid next to me and I began to rub his back. He let out a deep sigh. “Damn babe you tense, calm down!” I whisper to him. “I can't Willie, I didn't want him seeing me with you.” Manny tells me. I was confused. But before I could ask, he spoke again. “He's a messy guy, yeah I talked him down about puttin' his hands on you, but Will, I was scared.” He sighed again. “Babe, you don't have to worry about me, I can handle myself.” I told him.

“Here, in my town yes I do. I love you Willie and ain't no nigga bout to hurt you and I put that on everything.” he said getting a lil frustrated. I get up and pull him to the bathroom. “Look, I'mma stay with you all the time ok, I'll never leave your sight ok?” He nodded as I turned on the shower.

“Come on, you smell like ass, get in there!” I said slappin' him on the ass. “Damn bae, you got heavy hands ease up on that shit!” He said laughin' as I stepped behind him. “I'm sorry.” I said in a baby voice while I rubbed his ass. Of course this made his dick hard, which in turn, made my dick hard. Manny started to reach for mine. “Oop, no!” I said smackin' his hand away. He looked at me like a kid who couldn't open his Christmas present.

I grab the soap and lather up both of our bodies. I tend to every inch of Manny's body. His neck, to his shoulders, his arms, then back up to his chest. Manny didn't want to be out of the actions so he started washing me too. He leaned in and started kissing me on my neck and I let my head back as I wash him. He stepped closer and started grinding his dick on mine. I can't lie that shit felt so good!! “Ohh, baby that's good..” I whispered. “Yeah, you like that?” I nod my head and he starts to grind harder. I held him tight and started grinding back on him. He moaned softly and started kissing me.

“You feel so good baby.” Manny said speeding up his thrusts. All I could do was moan. “Baby... I'mma... fuck... Fuck.. FUCK!!” Manny screamed letting his juices flow all over our stomachs. I always seem to get right to the point of orgasm whenever I see Manny having one. I shot my load right after him and it was a big one! It even got on his chin. “Damn baby!” he said smiling. “My bad let me get that for you.” I said. Then I sucked it off his chin and started to kiss him. “Oh no you not!” He said. “Ok, I'm only playing.” He said kissing me, letting my nut cover his mouth.


We got out of the shower and dry off. I take my towel and snap it at Manny's ass. “Oh so you funny now nigga?” he said getting ready to do the same to me. “Nigga I was always funny.” I said as he snapped his towel at me. We wrap our towels around ourselves and leave the bathroom.

“What the hell y'all doing here?” Manny said.

Chapter 33: Beat Him To It

Long time no see Man Man.” dude said
“Yeah, wassup Beat.” he managed to get out. So this is the infamous beat. As soon as I found out who he was, all of that cuteness just flew out of the window. I looked him up and down, when I looked up I seen he was doin' the same.

“So where you been at dude?” Beat asked. “School.” Manny said hoping to end the conversation. “Oh that's wassup, getting an education. That's sexy.” he said rubbin his chin.

“Yeah, it is.” I said deflecting his comment. He looked at me and smiled. “So, what's your name shawty.” he asked.

“If it's any of your business, it's Willie.” I said with an attitude. “Damn, you got a fire to you, that's hot.” “Yeah, I know that.” I said, not giving him any play at all. “So what, you Manny's boo huh?” he asked. Damn this nigga NOSEY!! UGH!

“Sure am, that's not a problem is it??”
“Nope, the more the merrier.” He said with a chuckle.
“Don't even nigga cause yo—” I got ready to say. “Well we gotta head home Beat, I might catch up with you later.” Manny said starting to walk away.

“Yeah, I will. I'll see both of you.” Beat said as we walked pass. Then he had the NERVE to slap my ass!! My head spun around so fast, if I was payin' attention to it, I would've broke my neck. As soon as I did, my mouth was covered by Manny's hand. “Don't say it Willie.”

“Look Beat, old Manny is gone. I'm not gonna come at you in a disrespectful tone, but know this, my hands touch on what belongs to me, your hands never touch anything of mine, and that includes my man. This is gonna be the only time I tell you this cause next time I see, hear, or find out about you touching him, I will shut it down!” Manny said in the calmest voice that could be used to say what he just stated.

“I got you dude. My bad.” Beat said nodding his head. “Cool man.” Manny said dapping Beat up. Beat took a hold of Manny's hand and didn't let go. “It's cool, he just beat me to you.” Beat said before Manny snatched his hand away. We turned and walked off. I could feel Beat watching us walk away. This was not the last time we gon see this nigga, I KNOW it!!

Chapter 32: A Heated Game

Even though it was early in the morning, it was hot as fuck! Manny and I had on B-Ball shorts and beaters and we were still sweating a little, I know ridiculous! We walk onto the court and there weren't too many people. I wasn't really tryin' to pay attention to anyone, I just followed Manny to an open court.

“Let's go.” I said.
“Alright, check.” He said bouncing the ball to me. I bounce it back. My mind told me, 'you know this dude to well, watch him go left'. Sure enough, he tried to fake me out and went to the left. I stayed on him and made damn sure he couldn't make the shot. As soon as I had the opportunity to steal the ball, I took it! “Naw nigga.” Manny said with a chuckle. “Don't get mad boo!” I said making my way to the goal. BOOM, lay up on that ass!!

“You got lucky.” He said.
“Naw my nigga, that's all skill.” I told him tappin' his chest. “Ok, we'll see then bae, we'll see.” He said smiling.

We spend the next 20 minutes playing one on one. Yeah, yeah, yeah, Manny beat me, but it's all good that's my man! We sit down for a second then I notice Manny's friends from yesterday, Terry's dumbass too! Josh and Short gave me a head nod and wassup. Terry looked at me like I was crazy. “You must have somethin' to say nigga.” I spat at him. “What?” he said stepping to me yet again. I get up and so does Manny. “Don't do nothing stupid Terry.” Manny said. “Oh, so you gon pick this faggot over me? I've been your boy for longer than you've been fucking him!” He said pointi'n in my face. Oops, wrong move! I slap his hand towards him and he hits himself in the face.

He gets ready to hit me but is stopped by Josh. “Whoa, whoa, whoa, We just wanna play some ball man, calm that shit down.” “We got 5 people, how that's gon work out?” Manny asked. “The fag can sit out.” “Ya daddy's a fag nigga!” I said to him, jeez I'm MEAN!! “But you know what, I'll sit out, just for Terry, I'll be the bigger MAN!! and sit out.” Josh, Short, and Terry head towards the court, Terry never takes his vicious stare away from me.

“You sure babe.” Manny asked grabbin' my waist. “Yup, real sure.” I said giving him a kiss making sure that Terry seen it. “I know what you're doing babe.” Manny said breaking the kiss. I laughed. “You crazy and I love it bae!” He yelled walking off.

They picked teams and surprise surprise, Terry was going against Manny. That nigga betta not try anything funny or I'll have to rub this concrete with his face!

The game started out all calm and smooth but I knew that was gonna change. Josh passed the ball to Manny and Manny goes for the lay up. As he does this, Terry elbows him in the stomach and Manny goes down.. hard! I didn't even wait for him to hit the ground, I shot up and raced over there.

“Really nigga?!!? Like really?” I said pounding my fist against my hand. Boy something in the NY air was making me extra goon! Terry stood there like I wasn't gonna do anything. “No baby, don't!” Manny said getting up then holding me back. “You did that shit on purpose!” I screamed at him. “Get a hold of yourself sissy nigga, you in my town. I can have somebody take care of you!” he said all big and bad.

“Why you can't be a real man and take care of me your damn self.” that shut him up. “That's what the fuck I thought.” Manny turned me around and gently pushed me forward. “Come on bae, lets go.” He said. “We'll catch up with y'all later Short and Josh.” Manny said.

“Yeah, don't let me catch you on my court again sissy niggas!” Terry yelled.
“Babe, don't do it.” Manny said holdin' my shoulders. “He always gotta talk shit when somebody leavin, UGH it pisses me off!” I said hitting the gate with my fist. I just put my head down.

Then Manny stopped. I looked up to see some light skinned dude. Kinda built, cap on backwards, jersey on and some jeans. He was cute, but not all that. I looked at Manny's face to see that it was as pale as I had ever seen it.

Chapter 31: A Mother Knows

Pancakes, eggs, bacon, sausage, toast, and coffee filled my nose waking me up. Then a tap to the shoulder and a kiss on the forehead. “Baby, come on and eat breakfast.” I open my eyes to see my man staring me in the face lookin' as gorgeous as all ever. “Alright bae, let me use the bathroom first.” I said. Manny leaned in to kiss me. “No stop! I got morning breath!” He stopped. “So what nigga!?” he said kissing me, tongue and everything. Man did this boy love him some Willie!

I got up used the bathroom, brushed my teeth, and washed my face. I walked into the kitchen to see Mrs. Lowens putting a plate on the table in the dining room. “Looks like someone finally woke up.” She said looking back at me. “Yeah, I couldn't pass up breakfast Mrs. Lowens.”

“Didn't I tell you to call me mom?” she fired at me. I smiled “Yeah, you did ma.” I said taking a seat next to Manny. “This looks good.” I said looking at the food. “Well you ain't gonna enjoy it by just lookin' at it, eat boy!” she said smiling. I didn't have to be told twice, I dug in. Man this food was hella good, right up there with my mother's cooking. “You want some orange juice to wash that down boo?” Manny asked me. “Yeah, thanks babe.” I answered. “I'll get it.” Mrs. L said. “Naw I got it ma, you eat your food mommy.” She sat down and joined in the eating festivities as Manny came back with two cups of orange juice and a mug of coffee.

“You sure you didn't want coffee Will?” she asked.
“Naw, I hate the stuff.” I said.
“So Willie, how has my boy been treating you?”

“Very well, I mean I can't put it in words it's just that feeling that stays in your soul that just lets you know that a person is right for you.” I said talking with my hands and shit.
“That's sweet. He betta be treatin' you right, or I'mma have to check him!” She smiled. Both of us started laughing.

“I got him sangin' for me so I think I got him in the bag!” I said with a chuckle.
“Oh really.” She said surprised, then she looked at Manny who then looked at me.
“Ok, what did I say wrong?” I said looking at both of them. “Oh nothing at all. Manuel hasn't sang in front of anyone other than me is all.” She said. I shot my view over to Manny. “Is that true Manny?”

“Yeah, it is Willie.” He said smiling. “Your special Willie, I can see it in the way that Manny looks at you, you definitely have my son's heart.” She said with the most serious face.

UGH I AM NOT GONNA GET EMOTIONAL AT THIS TABLE!!

Who am I kidding, yes I am. I started to cry a little. “Oh stop it baby, this ain't nothing that you haven't heard before, man up!” Manny said kissing me. “The hell, it's coming from your mother, that's big shit!” I said laughing and breaking.

“Come on we're going to the park.” Manny told me.
“Why so I can whoop your ass in B-Ball??!”
“Get real, I'mma put a hurtin' on you!” He said getting up from the table.

I followed behind him. “Thanks for breakfast ma.” I said. “No problem honey, make sure Manuel doesn't do anything stupid out there!” She asks. “I'll do my best.” I tell her. “Same goes for you too Manuel! Seems like if one of you guys get set off, the other is right behind ready to do damage to whatever.” she said squinting her eyes at me. My mouth dropped open and I laughed, she read me and did a damn good job!!

As Manny and I got ready to go out to the park I could only hope that we wouldn't see-- well I'm not gonna even jinx it, but you know what the hell I was gonna say!

Chapter 30: Laid Down At Home

Woah, what was that for?” I said out of breath. “That whole thing, damn bae that was sexy.” he said lookin' into my eyes and grabbin' my ass. “Oh yeah?” I asked. “Fuck yeah baby.” He said as we walked back into his room. He closed the door and locked it.

“What you tryin' to do Manny?” I asked.
“You already know baby..” he said puttin' me on the bed.

Manny starts to take off my clothes and kisses me on my neck. I rub him all over his body and rest my hands on his ass. I start to strip him til he has nothing but his socks on. That dick was just staring me in the face. Before I could get to it, Manny stopped me.

“What?”
“Dance for me Willie?” I said in the most serious voice. I laughed, “You serious?” I ask . “Yeah, please baby, for me?” he said, ugh he just had to beg! “Ok. Put some music on and I got you.”

He got up, dick just swingin' errywhere! He bent over at the stereo and I smacked his ass. “Careful!” He said laughing. He stood back up and sat on the bed and “Neighbors Know My Name” started playin'.

I walk over to him, sat in his lap and started moving my hips to the beat. His dick jumped a few times, yeah, he was liking it. I got up and did that lil belly rolling thing that them male strippers be doing, you know how it goes. Manny was hypnotized, he would just stare at my body and then my eyes. Body, then eyes, body, eyes, then he reached down and started jackin his piece. I go over to him and take his hand off of it. “Uh uh.” I say. “Why babe?” He said smilin' “Because I said so!” I tell him with a laugh.

I continue to dance as I stand him up and grind my dick against his. He let out a soft moan and threw his head back. As he brought his head back up, I caught his lips with mine and kissed him deep. “Baby I love you so much..” Manny said breakin' the kiss. I couldn't say anything I was speechless. “Let me show you.” Manny said laying me down on the bed. “Let me make love to you Willie.” I look at him deep in his eyes. “Do it Manny, please, I want you inside of me.” I manage to say. “I got you baby.”

Manny kisses me as he puts on the condom. “Baby I'm sorry I didn't man up in the beginning about us.” He said tearing up. OMG this dude was cryin.. “I told you I forgave you..” before I could finish, Manny entered me. “Auuuhhh!” was all that I could let out.

Manny's strokes were slow, deep, and loving. They took me to another place. And Manny kissin' me all over my body was not letting me come back to Earth. I swear Manny had stamina out of this world. Another 2 hours of love makin', then a hour on top of that, that nigga wore me out!

“You......are amazing!” I breathed out.
“That makes two of us, cause your damn amazing yourself.” He said giving me a kiss.
“So what's on the agenda for tomorrow?” I ask him.
“Uhh, I'mma take you out of course.” I look at him. “Where we going?” “Out.” “Uh, you never tell me where we're going!” I said laughing.

“Exactly, so just go to sleep, I love you Willie.” he said putting his arms around me.
“Fine, I love you too baby.” I said moving closer to him.

With that, we fell asleep in each others arms.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Chapter 29: Cause & Effect

So what we got going on here?” Short asked.
“I lied, Willie is my boyfriend.” Manny said. And me being me, it shocked the hell out of me. They just stood there lookin' dumbfounded. “Well say something!” Manny said.

“Well damn, I didn't know you got down! But that's cool.” Josh said. Terry and Short still didn't say anything. “So wassup with that Xbox beatin' we bout to put on you?” Terry asked. “Let me get that set up so I can spank that ass!” Manny said letting me go. Short goes up to him and daps Manny up and says. “You still cool with me baby boi.” “That's wassup.” Manny said. “Bae can you go get me something to drink?”

“Yeah, I got you.” I said as I walked out the room. I felt eyes on me yet again. I already knew, Short was watchin'. I went into the kitchen and got a glass and poured some Kool-Aid from out the refrigerator. I walk back into the room and give him his glass. He talks a big ass gulp out of it. “Thanks Willie.” He said putting the drink on the nightstand. “I got next.” I said sittin on the bed next to Manny.

When I sat, I noticed that Terry moved away a lil bit. There's the homophobe!! Ugh, I pegged before he even asked Manny about the Xbox. Oh well, I didn't like his vibe anyway.


After Manny lost to Short by a touchdown, you already know we was playin' Madden!! I played Short and obviously spanked him. To my luck, I had to play Terry. Truth be told I didn't want to play him. His attitude was not what it should have been.

We kept playin' and it was a close game. 4th quarter I had just made a touchdown and we were tied. I was gonna go for a field goal but I decided to run the ball. When I ran the play, Manny asked me if I was crazy. But you already know ya boy held it down in his mans house and got into the end zone, yeah baby!!

OOOHHHH!!!! Everybody yelled. I couldn't help but smile. In the midst of it all, Terry had a sour face on and I knew deep in my soul it was gonna happen.

“Ha ha, Terry got spanked!!” Short said.
“Ah, you can't say nothing Short, he spanked you too!” Josh said.
“True, but its all good.” Short said.

“Exactly, wasn't nobody tryin to beat that faggot anyway.” Terry said. The entire room went silent. Manny stood up. “What you said?” “Nigga, you heard what the fuck I said! You left and came back all fagged out and you got one up in your house!” Terry spat at Manny. Look, y'all know me by now right? I was NOT having that!

“Shut the fuck up 'ol pussy ass nigga, you just mad cause you lost..” I said with the slickest voice I could ever sound. I ain't even look at him. He stepped to me like he was gonna do something. He must not know how Manny and I fight!!

“Wasn't nobody talkin' to you faggot.” Terry said raising his voice and getting in my face. I saw Manny getting ready to do whatever but I was bout to handle my bidness, like a big boy should!

“Look here nigga, I don't know you, and you damn sure don't know me. You got one more time to call me out my name and when you try to I'mma show you who the fag is mothafucka!” I growled at him. And of course he backed down. “It was cool chillin' with y'all Short & Josh, but I think y'all should go.” I said not taking my eyes off of Terry.

Short and Josh didn't miss a beat. They got up and headed out. Terry being his 'ol dumbass self figured he'd get the last word. “Manny when you back on some real nigga shit, fuck with me then!” He said walking out the door.

“Yeah, you pop that shit leaving bet you won't run back up in here bitch ass nigga!” I said. He stopped for a second then kept walking. Yeah, I shut his ass down!

I close the door and turn around into the deepest kiss Manny has ever given me.

Chapter 28: Make Up

The door opening woke me up and I turn over to see Manny walking in. I turn right back over, I really didn't wanna see his face. “Baby please, talk to me.” he begged. “Oh so I'm your baby now?” “You were my baby back when I said friend, it's just complicated.” He said sitting on the bed then laying on me. “Right sure it is.” I said. “Babe, none of them get down and I'm not ready for them to know.” he said getting a lil frustrated.

“Ok ok. First of all, Those are your boys, and boys suppose to be down with one another no matter what! And second of all, one of them do get down!”

Manny shot up a looked at me with the most serious face. “Babe, don't play with me!” “I'm not playin'!” I said turning to look at him. “Who is it??” I didn't say anything. “Baby, them niggas commin over in a few, I don't want none of them tryin' mine.” He said aggressively, ugh he was makin' it hard to be mad at him.

“Short...” I said dryly.
“Are you sure?”
“He was lookin; at me like I was naked!!” I said with a laugh.

The look on Manny's face when I said that was one of confusion and a lil anger. He started pacin' and mumblin' shit. He hit his fist a few times too. “Ugh, he's gonna do it again!!” He shouted.

“Babe, what?” I said walking in front of him. “Look, Short tried to play me and say he didn't get down, I believed him. Then some dude I use to fuck with told me he did.” “What you worried about, you got me, he don't!” I told him.

He sighed. “You right bae.” he said giving me a kiss. “You forgive me??” he asked. I stepped back and looked away. “I guess.” I said dryly. “Why you say it like that!?!” he said pullin' me close. I looked back at him and smile. “I'm playin' with you babe.” I said going to kiss him.

“I love you shawty.” he said.
“I love you Manny.” I answer.

“Aww, that's so cute.” A voice came from his room door. We turn back to see Terry, Short, and Josh standing at the door.
Manny looked and never let me go.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Chapter 27: Just A "Friend"?

Well when was this?” Manny said nervously.
“A few days ago actually.” She said. “Cool.” Manny said getting up and grabbin' my arm. “Ma, we'll be back before dinner!” He said as we walked out the door.

“Manny who the hell is Beat?” I ask.
“I really don't wanna talk about it.”
“I guess I can just go back to the house then.” I say as I start turning around. “Man! Fine, I'll tell you.” He said, then he sighed. “I was tryin' to get with him before I left to go to school.” he confessed. “Ok, now I know there's something else to it, you got too worked up when you heard his name.”

“He tried to rape me Willie!” Manny said, he couldn't even look at me. I didn't know what to say. I was speechless. I never imagined that someone could even step to Manny like that.

“I told him that I don't do the whole bottom thing and he wasn't tryin' to hear that.” He was holding back tears. “I'm sorry Manny.” I said holding him. “I managed to get away and avoid him til I left.”
“Come on babe.” Manny said pullin' me on.

He showed me around his neighborhood and even showed me his elementary school. It was interesting seeing where Manny grew up. I could see his personality throughout it all. We continued walking til Manny noticed some people walking our way. By the looks of it they knew Manny, they kept double taking, then sure enough.

“Mack Daddy Manny!?!” one of them screamed out.
“Yeah, that's that nigga!” another one shouted. There were three of them. One of them sexy as hell, standing 6 foot with a milk chocolate complexion, hair braided back, with some fresh gear on. The other was dark like Wesley Snipes dark, and had the whitest teeth ever! He was taller than the first guy at about 6'2, all iced out and wearing clothes too big for his body. Last dude was a white boy. You know the token white boy that hangs out with the black dudes. He had a nice fade and sporting a sexy ass goatee, with some golds in his mouth. If anything could be said about all these dudes was that, they did seem to be the type that Manny would hang out with.

“Man Man Manny! Wassup nigga?” the dark one said dappin' Manny up.
“Chillin' nigga.” he said kinda nervously. “Damn moving away got you all quiet now?” dark dude asked.

“Naw Terrance, it didn't.” Manny said speakin' up this time.
“Oh ok, that's what I though. You was never a quiet nigga.” Terrance said.
“What up Josh, what up Short.” The white boy nodded after Josh, then the sexy one after Short.

“So what you doing here, ain't you suppose to be in school?” Josh said.
“Naw, it's summer dumbass.” Manny said with a laugh.

Ok now at this point I'm thinking 'AM I INVISIBLE NIGGA!!!??' but I just stood there til Manny introduced me. I was looking around when I could feel eyes on me. When I turn my head back, go figure, Short was eyeing me DOWN! Like I was something to eat and the nigga was starving!

“So who's that?” Asked Short.
“Oh, this just my friend Willie from school.” Manny said.

HOLD THE FUCK UP!!

Did this nigga just say “just a friend.”?? Wow I shot Manny one hell of a look and he looked back like 'Not right now Willie' so I just let it ride.

“Wassup.” I said to all of them, dappin' all of them up. Short made heavy eye contact when he dapped me up, and gave me a wink. Uh so what's the problem of telling them about us?? Ugh whatever I was over it.

“So how you and Manny started hanging out.” Terrance asked.
“Oh, I had to help his 'ol slow ass out in English is all.” I said laughing. They started laughing too. Manny chuckled but it wasn't funny to him.
“Oh ok, that's wassup.” Terry said.

“Well we'll catch up with y'all later.” Manny said.
“Yeah, we gonna stop by your crib and whoop that ass on Xbox360 nigga!” Josh said
“Naw naw never that my nigga, I mean you could try, but it ain't gonna happen.” Manny said cheesing hard.

They all had a big laugh and then they walked off. Manny and I turn back to go back to his house. He tries to grab my hand but I snatch away. Did he really think I was gonna let that friend thing slide?? Oh hell no!

“Babe, what the fuck man!?” Manny said throwin' his arms up.
“Don't what the fuck me nigga!” I said walking a few steps ahead of him.
“Look baby, I just couldn't tell them.”

“You tellin' me that is not helping you Emmanuel.” I said.
“Damn I'm all the way back to my full name??”
“You fuckin' right! Manny's my boyfriend and I'm his. But I guess I'm Emmanuel's friend.” I said waking into the house.

“Everything alright?” Manny's mother asked.
“Yeah, Willie's just acting like a lil bitch.”

I ain't even give him time to breathe after he said it. I slapped the hell out of him. “Is that bitch enough for you Manny?” I ask. He was shocked, then he got mad. “Fuck you Will!” he said. “And that's just how friends talk to each other huh?” I said. His mother knew what was up. “Ok both of you calm that shit down in my house. Manny go in the living room and chill out ok? Will go into Manny's room and calm down.”

I did as I was told and started walking away. “Why he going in my room?” “Shut up Manuel!!” his mother shouted. He shut right up. I went into the room and shut the door, and plopped down on the bed.

What was the problem with him tellin' his friends about me? I mean Short gets down so why am I just a “friend”?? Ugh I'm over this!

Chapter 26: New York!

As we picked up our luggage and headed out we heard someone calling Manny's name. “Manny, is that my son!” called the voice. With that being said, I knew it was his mother. I got a lil nervous. Manny grabbed my hand and pulled me to where she was. “Manny slow down!” I said to him barely keepin' up.

Before I could say anything else, I saw her. She was standing about 5'7” with long black hair, she didn't look a day over 27. She was really pretty, I mean, I could see where Manny got his looks from, hell, his hair too! In the blink of an eye, Manny was hugging her tightly and his whole body seemed to engulf her. I stand there and just watch him have his moment with his mom.

“Ma, I missed you so much!”
“Mama missed you too Manuel.” She said hugging him as if he was gonna disappear the second she let go. It was so cute to watch.

“Willie..” She said letting Manny go. “Hello Mrs. Lowens.” “Damn boy you trynna make me feel old!” She said with a laugh and giving me a hug, just as tight as the one she gave Manny. “You can call me mom honey.” She said letting me go.

“Ok mom.” I said with a smile. She just stepped back a looked at us. Then Manny and I looked at each other. “You boys are so cute together!” she said smiling. “You boys hungry?” We both nodded and said yes. We picked up our bags and headed out.


You should've seen the look on Manny's face when he saw his neighborhood. I just looked at him and smiled. I was happy to see him happy. We pulled up to his house. I wasn't huge, but by no means was it small. Manny and I got our bags and headed into the house.

“Ma, you didn't cook!?” Manny said looking at the pizza boxes.
“No! That's not a problem is it?” She said slickly. I was gonna like her!
“Na, it's just I missed your cookin', that's all.” He said before he looked at me. “This is nice place, you guys have.” I said out loud. “Thanks Willie.” Mrs. Lowens said. “Come on bae, you roomin' with me.” Manny said.

“Now if yall gon be fuckin, strap up and do not be loud!” She said before we could walk into Manny's room.
“Mama!!!” Manny said half embarrassed. I just laughed, but I knew she was serious. “We understand Ma.” I assured her. “That's all I ask, now pick your mouth up of the floor Manuel!” She said. I pulled Manny by the arm to get him walking. I never see Manny embarrassed so it was funny, I couldn't help but laugh.

“What's so funny fathead!?” Manny said.
“You.” I answered putting my luggage down. “Yeah, what's funny about me?” He said closing the door. “The fact that you're all worked up over what your mother said.” I laughed. He put his stuff down the pushed me. “Oh so me being embarrassed is funny?” He said with a laugh. “Yup.” “Oh, I got your funny.” he said as he started to tickle me. I started laughing uncontrollably and flailing around. We fell onto the bed and that's when we started wrestling. At first he had be by the arms, then I managed to get out. I flipped him and pinned him down. Manny just looked at me. Then that mothafucka pinched my nipples! I scream as I collapse on him, he starts laughin' then I too begin to laugh.

“You bitch!” I said hitting him in the chest.
“Yeah, but just your bitch baby.” He said grabbin' my ass and kissin' my neck.
“Nope! You got nookie on the plane, you ain't bout to get it now, sorry.” I said getting off of him. He looked at me with those eyes and I was about to give in, but I didn't.
“No Manny, and I'm hungry anyway.” “Fine lets go eat.” he said getting up off the bed.


As we sat there and ate pizza, Manny took a gulp of Pepsi then burped out loud. Without missing a beat, Mrs. Lowens hit him over the head with her hand. “Damn ma!” “I told you bout that nasty shit, burpin out loud and shit. You ain't even say excuse me!” “You didn't give me a chance to!” He said laughing. “So ma, what was Manny like as a child?” I asked her.

“Ugh, he was a troublemaker. Always in shit, runnin' round the house with no diaper on. And he did get a lot of beatings.” She said.
“I should've known, he always walkin' round the dorm with no draws on.” I said. Her face lit up as she laughed. Manny grabbed my thigh and gave it a squeeze. This made me laugh. “And he always leavin' shit around for me to clean up!” I said. “Man, why you lyin'?” We all started laughing.
“I like him Manny!” She said.

She told me how Manny was in school and how he always had girls over the house. It was nothing new to me. One thing that did catch my attention was that Manny hung out with some shady people. I mean how he went to jail for beating up a homeboy and some breaking code shit that was just mind boggling to me.

“Oh yeah Manny your friend asked about you.” his mother told him.

“Who dat?” Manny asked.
“Uhh, lawd what was his name, umm. BEAT!!” She said like she just won bingo.

“Oh--” Manny stopped and stumbled on his words. His face went from joke to P.S.A. I mean it was like he hated hearing that name. Damn, who the hell is this “Beat” character??

Chapter 25: Mile High Club

Damn!! The morning just isn't my time of day dammit. I've been up since 6:30 and it's now 7:45 and I'm still not fully awake. I let my head fall back and I close my eyes. Why we couldn't catch a afternoon flight, that way a nigga would be all alert and shit.

“Babe, wake yo ass up man!” Manny said as he came walkin' to me with two cups of coffee in his hands. This nigga was all chipper and shit! I'll never understand morning people.
“I am up dammit!” I said yawning and stretchin'.
“Yeah right.” he said as he passed me one of the cups. I took a sip and sighed. “So you ready to meet moms?” “Yeah, I am.” I said. “Babe, we're gonna have so much fun, I love you.” He said as he gave me a kiss. “I know, I've never been to New York City.”


After another 15 minutes we boarded our flight. Manny and I were near the back of the plane. I mean I've been on a few flights before but never sat in the back. The seats ugh, were not that comfortable and the fact that they didn't recline as much as the others didn't help at all. I got somewhat comfortable and we took off.

After like an hour of tossing and turning I wasn't really in a good mood. “Babe.. really?” I say to Manny. “What's wrong Willie?” “Are you comfortable!?!” “Calm down! And yes, I am.” He said firmly. “Well I'm not!” I fired back at him.

“Aww, Willie mad.” he said grabbin' my face. I pull away.
“I'm not playin' Manny.” I said to him.

He started kissin' me on my neck and Manny knew DAMN well that that's my spot. We were on the damn plane and this nigga was tryin' to get some! Well truth be told it kinda turned me on. The thing is I had to be quiet because I'm not tryin' to put on a show for nobody!

“Manny, I think you should stop.”
“If you wanted me to stop you would've been stopped me, you already know how this goes baby boy.” He said. And on some real shit he was right, I let him have it for too long to stop him now.

Long story short, we hit up the bathroom for like half an hour. I mean we weren't loud but we weren't exactly quiet either. Some people came and knock on the door a few times. When we came out of the bathroom we got some dirty looks. Me being me I wanted to put on a lil something so I slapped Manny on the ass. “Damn Willie! You tryin' to start it again??” He said laughin'.


When we landed, I couldn't help but look out the window and stare in amazement. I had never seen so many tall buildings before it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I look over at Manny who was smiling from cheek to cheek. “Baby, I promise I'mma show you a good time.” he said as he kissed me.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Chapter 24: Hometown Coming

*6 MONTHS LATER*

Manny and I have been back together for about 3 months now and everything is back to how it use to be. Oh, you wondering what happened to Reed? Well I “dated” him for like a month. I got him crazy drunk and I fucked the hell out of him, oh yeah, I made a movie too. So with that, I sent the video to some of his homeboys and they stopped fuckin' with him entirely. I sent the video to his parents too! They went bananas! They sent him to some Christian school and told him that he needed to be prayed for. Boy oh boy was revenge sweet. But back to me and Manny.

We were both did damn good in school and it was now summer and we were planning our trip to NYC so I can meet Manny's mother. I was excited about it but nervous at the same time. I was honored that Manny felt that he could bring me to his mother, I had to make sure that I didn't do anything to make a bad impression.

“Bae, what you thinkin' bout?” Manny said scaring the hell out of me because my ear was to his chest. “Im thinkin' bout this trip Manny. I'm nervous.” I confessed. “You have no reason to be nervous, moms is gonna love you, just like I do.”
“You just know what to say when I'm feelin' some type of way huh?”
“You damn right I do, I know my baby.” “Yeah you do.” “But you know what I'm thinkin' bout?” He asks. “What you thinkin' bout sexy?” “I'm thinkin bout this.” He said as he grabbed my dick. “Oh really, what you tryin' to do with that??” I ask him with a devilish smile. “Man you know I'm tryin to get that inside of me.”
“So you think you can handle all of this??” I said sarcastically
“Man don't play me, I take dick like a pro.” He said givin me a kiss.
“I don't know about all of that, I still be makin' you scream like a lil bitch.” I said with a laugh.

“I got your bitch, gimme that dick nigga!” He said rippin' off my clothes.

Now look here, Manny has been getting this dick more since we got back together and it's fucking amazing! He might think he take dick like a pro, but that's not the case. Tonight was a different story, dude was ridin the hell outta my dick, I had to stop him a few times because I would've caught a nut real quick. I turned him around and hit it from the back. Manny had some bomb ass, I mean the grip that that motherfucker had on my dick!! It would not let go!! lol.

“Got damn, ahhhh!!” Manny started screamin'. This just made me beat it harder. He screamed louder and tried to push me away. “Naw, you the pro! Take this dick.” I started getting deeper and Manny started shakin. “FUCK!!” He yelled as he jumped forward. “What's the problem babe?” He couldn't say nothing. I picked his body back up and got ready to stick him again when I noticed something leakin from his ass, it wasn't lube. “Oh, looks like I got you!” “Ummm, what you talkin' bout?” “You nuttin out yo ass nigga!” I laughed. “Well damn that shit felt good, do it again!” he moaned to me. “I got you baby.”

I got back into it, needless to say, ya boy did it again!! Me and Manny went at it for like another 2 hours just flip floppin', me fuckin' him, then him fuckin me, and then back to the same again. Sex with Manny was incredible. After we just laid there and listened to each other breathe.

“Willie..”
“Wassup baby?” I ask.
“We need to pack.” “Yeah, we do.” I said.

“Then come on, we got a plane to catch in the am!!” He said getting up and giving me a kiss.

NYC here we come!

Chapter 23: Plan In Motion

I was sitting in my room just listening to my mind wonder. I had to hurt Reed as much as he hurt me. I had a plan and it was one hell of a plan! In order for it to go down, I had to get close to Reed, and I could do that easily. Reed was a good guy in the beginning, but after he cheated on me, everything changed. He became more distant, he started getting physical, and he always started arguments out of no where. I shot him a text.

Me- Hey hey
Reed- Ill Will??
Me- Who else is it gon be?
Reed- How you been sexy? - “Wow nigga!” I thought in my mind.
Me- I've been good, just thinkin' bout you.
Reed- Oh, that's wassup.

Before I could finish my text, Reed called me. “Wassup babe?” he says “Haha, you're funny Reed, but wassup?” I answer. “Well I think we should go out sometime.” “That'd be cool.” I tell him. “Cool, I think we should have dinner this weekend.” “Yeah, I would like that.” “Good, Saturday, 7:00pm?” he asked. “Yeah, that's cool.” “Cool, I'll see you then, it was nice talkin' to you Willie.” “Same” I say. “Bye.” “Later.”

Reed, for some reason, sounded different. He was very cool and calm. It made me miss the old Reed. I wondered how this date will go. As fast as I started thinkin' about Reed, I stopped, then I thought about Manny. Then I called him.

“Wassup sexy??” He answered.
“Stop it!” I said laughing.
“My bad shawty, I mean Willie.”
“What I can't be your shawty no more?” I asked just to see what he'd say.
“You always gon be my shawty, you know that.”
“Yeah, I do. Well I wanted to let you know that the plan is in motion.” I tell him.
“It is on my end to Willie.”
“Good, then I'mma talk to you later alright?”
“Yeah, I love you Willie.”
“Later Manny, I love you too?”

Did I say that too soon? I don't think so, lol.

Chapter 22: He'll Get His, Believe That!

I was heading to my class when I saw Manny. My plan with him was to still be cool with him, but there was absolutely no way that we would get back together, anytime soon anyway. My trust level with him was gone, and I mean gone. If he wanted that back then he was gonna have to earn it!.

“Hey Manny.” I spoke. He looked shocked that I even acknowledged him, lol. “Hey Willie, look I wanted to say that I'm sorry, I want you to forgive me.” I looked at him, I couldn't look too long cause hot DAMN that boy looked good, lol! “Manny I forgive you, but please understand, we're not together anymore and you're gonna have to earn my trust back, as a friend.” I told him. He looked kinda disappointed. “I understand that and I respect your wishes. I just wanna know something Willie.” “What's that?” He looked at me deep into my eyes, like he was staring at my soul. “You still got love for me?” Dammit!! Why did he have to ask that??

“Manny, you already know the answer to that. I'll always have love for you. I really don't want to let you know that I still love you, but I do. But please don't think that just because I told you that I'm gonna let you back in easy, because I'm not.”

“I understand Willie. I'm gonna do what I can to have your heart back.” Manny said. I could tell that he wasn't just puttin' on, he actually meant what he was saying. “Yeah, you gon have to put in overtime nigga.” I said with a smile. “Yeah, no vacations neither!” He said, it made me laugh. I couldn't lie to myself and say that I didn't like being with him because I did. Even though I loved to be around him, he still did what he did. I wanted to know why, where, when, and how it happened.

“Manny, what went down with you and Reed?” He looked at me then looked away. “We gon have to do this after class.” “Alright, bet.” I said extending my hand. “Damn a handshake?? Wow, I really fucked up!” He said smiling, then shaking my hand. With that we both headed to class.


After that, BORING, class I was kinda nervous to hear what Manny was gonna tell me. I really wanted to know how it all came about, but at the same time, I didn't. I saw Manny sitting at a table and I took a seat in front of him. “How was class?” he asked. “I'm glad it's over, you know how that goes.” I said smiling.

“Alright, let me get this out. I'm sorry, I know I hurt you and it's gonna take a lot of time for you to forgive me, but this is what happened. I was out at the Red Light just getting drunk. I was at the bar when Reed came up to me. He started talkin' all types of shit and I really was too gone to be fighting. He told me that you and Frank got up together so I figured, well an eye for an eye.”

“Wait Reed told you what!?” I said getting mad.
“He said that you fucked Frank.”
“Why didn't you ask me? What would make you believe him??” I asked.
“I guess it was the drinks. He dogged you out Willie. He said there's no point in confronting you because you'll just lie about it.” he said starting to tear up. “God I was so stupid! I'm so sorry Willie.”

“Manny, look at me. I forgive you, but you gotta help me with something.”
“I'll do anything.”
“Good, cause I need you to help me get back at Reed.” I told him.
“Ok, you got something in mind shawty?” He asked. “Oh yeah, I do!” I said with a laugh, and strangely it sounded like the one from the dream. I stopped as soon as I realized that.

“You ok Will?” Manny asked.
“Yeah, better than before.” I said smiling. This was gonna be real satisfying.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Chapter 21: Changing Willie

Baby please forgive me!” He said reaching for me. “Hell naw!” I snatched away from him. I could not believe what I had just heard. I thought he had so much hate for Reed, how could he have sex with him?

“Did you fuck him?”
“What do you mean?” He asked still try to touch me.
“Did you fuck him or did he fuck you?” “Will I don't know how it happened I was drunk, and--”
I interrupted, “He fuck you didn't he?” Manny didn't say anything. “DIDN'T HE!!!” He couldn't even look at me. I felt so betrayed, what I had given to me from him over a period of time was just given up without thought.

“You know what, get out, you can lose my number, we're over.” I said calmly.
“Baby please don't say that!”
“I'm not your baby, your shawty, your Will, or your Willie, and I would like for you to go.” He looked down and started to leave. He was almost out of my door when he said, “I really am sorry Willie, I still love you and I know you still love me. If we're meant to be back together, it'll happen. Bye Will.” He walked out and I started bawling. I've never been hurt so badly. Manny seemed to be so good, I never thought that he would cheat on me. I guess that's what I get for thinkin'. The last words he said were still floating around in my head. He was right, I still do love him, you just can't turn feelings that strong off.

I laid on my bed and put my face in my hands. At that point, I just wanted to die, I wanted to give up. Everything seemed to be worth nothing. I fell asleep deep into my thoughts.
THE DREAM SEEMED TOO REAL... “TURN TO THE RIGHT” THE OFFICER SAID. I DID AS I WAS TOLD. THEY TOOK MY PICTURE AND I HAD THE MEANEST MUG ON. “COME WITH ME.” I STARTED WALKING TO MY CELL. WHEN I GOT THERE, I WASN'T ALONE. MY CELL MATE WAS A MUSCULAR DUDE STANDING AT ABOUT 6'6”. HE HAD DARK CHOCOLATE SKIN AND THE DEADLIEST LOOK ON HIS FACE. EVEN THOUGH HE DID. IT DIDN'T PHASE ME. I SAT DOWN.

“WHAT YOU IN HERE FOR LIL NIGGA?” HE SAID NOT LOOKING AT ME.
“FOR HANDLING MY BUSINESS.” I SAID WITH A SLIGHT ATTITUDE. “YOU GETTING SMART WITH ME? MAN YOU DON'T WANNA DO THAT.”

I GOT UP AND HIT DUDE IN THE FACE. HE JUMPED UP, THREW ME AGAINST THE WALL, AND YANKED ME UP. “WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU DOIN??” I LOOK AT HIM AND LET OUT THE MOST SYNISTER LAUGH I'VE EVER VOICED.. IT SCARED ME A LIL. I MUST HAVE BEEN GIVING HIM ONE HELL OF A LOOK BECAUSE HE LET ME GO.

“BET YOU WON'T FUCK WITH ME AGAIN, HUH BIG NIGGA?” I SAID WITH AN EVIL IN MY VOICE. HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING.

“WILL, YOU GOT A VISITOR.”

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I WAS SITTING IN FRONT OF THE WINDOW WITH THE PHONE, YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKIN BOUT SO DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T LOL.

ACROSS FROM ME HE SAT AND JUST LOOKED AT ME. “THIS IS ALL MY FAULT WILLIE.” “I KNOW.” I SAID COLDLY. “I'MMA GET YOU OUT OF HERE, I PROMISE.” HE SAID. “YOUR PROMISES STOP MEANING ANYTHING TO ME A LONG TIME AGO MANNY.”

“I KNOW WILLIE, I KNOW.” HE SAID TO ME.
“THEN STOP MAKING THEM, HOW'S YOU KNOW WHO.”
“NOT BETTER. WILL, REED'S IN A COMA!”
“OH REALLY??” I SAID, THEN I STARTED LAUGHING THAT SAME LAUGH AGAIN. MANNY'S FACE DROPPED.

“WILL WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOU?”
“YOU DID THIS TO ME DAMMIT!!” I SCREAMED AT HIM. BY THIS TIME THE WHOLE ROOM WAS BRIGHT AND NO ONE ELSE WAS THERE.
“YOU SHOULD HAVE NEVER SLEPT WITH HIM YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!” MY VOICE WAS SO AMPLIPHIED.

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“HERE LIES THE BODY OF REED SAMUEL DAVIDS, MAY THE ANGELS LIFT HIS SPIRIT TO JESUS.” SAID THE REVEREND
“UMM COULD YOU HURRY THIS SHIT UP! I GOT SHIT TO DO MAN.” I INTURRUPTED. EVERYONE LOOKED AT ME. “WHAT? I'M SUPPOSE TO FEEL SORRY FOR THIS MOTHERFUCKER?? THATS FUNNY.” SOMEONE STARTED TO TALK, “SHUT THE FUCK UP!! I'MMA TELL YALL ABOUT YALL PRECIOUS LITTLE REED!”

I GOT UP AND WALKED TO THE FRONT OF THE CHURCH. “THIS LITTLE BOY, CAUSE HE DAMN SURE AIN'T NO MAN, TOOK SO MUCH FROM ME. HE BEAT ME, ALMOST TO THE POINT OF UNCONSIOUSNESS. HE VERBALLY ABUSED ME. HE CHEATED ON ME, THEN SLEPT WITH MY BOYFRIEND AFTER I BROKE UP WITH HIM!”

THERE WAS DEAD SILENCE. NO ONE SPOKE.

“I SEE HIS DEATH AS A GOOD THING, ONE LESS DOG IN THE WORLD. I TAKE THAT BACK, HE'S NOT A DOG. HE'S A SNAKE, A DOG CAN BE TRAINED! I'M GLAD I BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM AND I HOPE HE BURNS IN HELL!”

WITH THAT I TOOK A LIGHTER AND SET HIS CASKET ON FIRE AND WALKED OUT LAUGHING THAT EVIL LAUGH. THE LAUGH GOT LOUDER AND ECHOED.

IT WAS SO LOUD THAT IT WOKE ME UP OUT OF MY SLEEP.



When I woke up I was breathing hard and sweating. I thought to myself, “That's not me, that will never be me.” I got up out of the bed and looked in the mirror. I seemed different, the look in my eyes were crazed. I felt bad and at the same time I felt vengeful. I was gonna get revenge, please believe that! Maybe my dream was tellin' me to go after Reed. I mean I wasn't going to beat him into a coma............ I think.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Chapter 20: Naw, You Gon Do Me Like That?

What the fuck you mean you can't? What do you have to hide!?”
“Nothing, I just don't want you to see it.”
“Manny get the fuck out.” I said with the coldest face. “Can I log out first?” “Hell naw, get the fuck out!”

After all of that good time together, the softest touches, the most gentle kisses, the safest hugs, had all come to an end. Manny pushed me onto the ground. “Have you lost your fucking mind!?!” I said when started to get on top of me. “Just let me log off Will!” “No!!” I said, then I punched him in the face. It obviously took him by surprise but it didn't phase him for long cause he damn sure swung back! Before I knew it we were scrappin' in the middle of my bed room. I couldn't believe we were fighting. In my mind I knew it would happen soon cause we were just going through a rough patch, the emotions built up and we were at the release.

“Get off me nigga!” I screamed at him. “No!” he screamed back. I pushed him off of me and he hit the back of his head on my dresser. This really pissed him off, he punched the dresser and cracked the wood. He sat leaned up against it and started crying.

“Baby, I'm so sorry..”
“What did you do??”
“Will, I didn't mean for it to happen, I just got caught up in the moment!”
“With who!?!”

He was so hesitant to say. He had a hard time breathing. “Dammit just say it Manny!” “It was Reed!”

“WHAT!?!”

Chapter 19: What The Fuck Is A BGC?

Aw shit babe!” I scream riding Manny into submission. “Damn bae you riding that shit.” he said biting his bottom lip. I don't know what I was on but I was so aggressive tonight, I was damn near breakin' his dick off I was riding so hard! Manny was right there with me though, thrusting and driving into me bouncing me onto his dick. “Fuck Will, do that shit. I love you so much.” “I love you too daddy.” After an 2 hours of fuckin', we were blown! Sex with Manny was just too good to be true, but it was!

You know after being with Manny for almost 6 months, we've moved past the 'love love' stage. We've gotten into some arguments. None of them were ever too big, but there was one time Manny said he wanted out, but then called me later that same day and said he didn't really mean it. And in this time frame, I found that Manny can be controlling and jealous.

“So what we doin' tonight Willie?” he asked me while I was getting ready.
“I'm goin' to the club with the girls, it's a friend thing.”
“Oh, ok. Who you tryin' to see at the club?”

“What the fuck are you talking about?” I question him.
“Will we ain't been out in a month, who is he?”
“You're funny man.” I said putting my shirt over my head. “I'mma talk to you when I get back ok babe?” I told him getting ready to give him a kiss. He just turned his face, wow he was really trippin'. “Fine fuck you too!”

I started to walk out of the door. “What time you getting back Will?” “Just go to sleep I'll be back when you wake up.” “Right.” I didn't say anything else and walked out. I really wasn't tryin' to argue tonight what so ever.


The club itself was not really that hype, or maybe it was just me. I was thinkin' about Manny. I didn't want to but I was. We needed to have that “talk” I don't mean the break up talk but the talk that let the partners know where they felt they were in their relationship. My thoughts are interrupted by a tap on my shoulder. I look over and yay, it's Frank. I really didn't wanna see him.

“Man what you want?” I throw at him.
“Damn, why you so mean Ill Will.”
“Wow, you've been hanging around Reed too much. Don't call me that either!” I said with an attitude.

“So, you and your man broke up huh?” He asked like he was so sure of it.
“No! Why do you say that?”
“Homeboy be on BGC like all the time, I just assumed--”
“Yeah, see that's your problem, you assumed. Now you look like an ass!” I said getting ready to walk away. “What the fuck is a BGC anyway.”

“Black Gay Chat, wow, where have you been dude?”
“Well, I'm the type of guy who doesn't need a social networking site to find someone.” I said to him.
“Careful, your man might be lookin' for somebody who does.” He said with an evil chuckle, like he wanted something to go wrong in my relationship with Manny.

“Whatever nigga!” I said walking off.
“Yeah, I'll hit him up after he leave yo ass!” He said, pissin' me off even more!
“Fuck you Frank!” I walked off, my whole mood was just blown, I was ready to go. I don't know why Frank got to me, I guess it was because I was already on edge from the argument Manny and I had before I got there.


I walk back into my room to see Manny on my laptop. As soon as I closed the door, he shut the computer with a quickness. He just looked at me.

“You ready to talk?” He asked.
“I should be asking you that!”
“What you mean?”

“BGC?? would you like to tell me about it?” I question him. He stood up and walked over to me. “What? You think I'm cheatin' on you?” he said getting into my face. “I don't know what to think, I mean I just don't like hearing shit like that about you from somebody other than you nigga!” I raised my voice to him.

“Stop fuckin' screamin' at me, and who did you hear it from?”
“Frank.”
“Babe, really? You know him and Reed don't want us together! He's tryin' to make it seem like something that it's not.” He looked sincere. “Ok fine. Then let me see your page.” That's when it all changed. His facial expression turned from calm to scared.

“I can't do that Willie.”

Chapter 18: Last Gift, Best For Last

My room door flies open as we enter my room and we're making out and going crazy. Manny took me to this crazy zone and I was about to give him the biz like never before! He pushes me on the bed and climbs on top of me. I kiss his neck and and he grind his body on mine. Manny starts to feel up my shirt and pinches my nipples. I let out a soft moan and he starts to bite my ear. I guess he was really feelin' it tonight. I don't know what it was, but tonight Manny was different. It's almost like he was me and I was him. In mid thought, Manny pull my pants off, then my shirt.

“I love you so much Willie.” He said as he kissed me. “I love you too Manny.” I managed to get out. By this time, we were both naked and kissing each other. I was about to get up so I could get up to get to that dick of his, but before I could, Manny turned into a 69 position and started sucking my dick! Can you imagine my surprise when he did that! Manny has never sucked my dick before and he was doin' a damn good job. “Woah Manny!” I said “Yeah wasn't expectin' that were you?” he said chuckling. “No not at all.” I said with a slight laugh. He got back to suckin' my dick and he was doin' it like a pro. I had to push him off of me before I came. “Damn dude, that's crazy, you gotta come up off of that!” I said to him. “Yeah, got you bout to bust huh.” I didn't say anything, I just kissed him and caressed his body.

Manny turned over and laid on the bed, I was on top of him now. I grabbed a condom off of the dresser and put it on his manhood. “This mine right?” I ask him, kissin' on his neck. “Yeah Willie, just yours baby.” he said kissin' me back. I begin to lower myself onto his dick and it felt so good. I don't know what it was but Manny was harder than he's ever been. I started ridin' that dick like a stallion, tonight was the night, I was gonna put it on Manny. I got a lil freaky with it and turned myself around, still on the dick. All he could say was “Damn baby!” I could see his toes curlin' and his legs were slightly kickin'. “Damn Willie, what you tryin' to do man?” I didn't answer, I just rode harder. Manny was moanin' like he was me, I guess I was givin' it to him damn good! “Alright, my turn to tell you to stop.” He said. We were good at bringing each other to that point.

“Hey baby, I got something for you babe.” he said turning me to face him.
“Yeah, what's that?”

He grabbed another condom from off of the dresser. “What happened babe did the other one break?” He looked at me with a smile. “No fool, now I know I'm doin' the right thing.” I swear I'm slow as hell cause I had no clue as to what he was talking about. “Manny please let me in on what going on.” “Well you know how I said I have something for you?” “Yeah, sure do.” He looked at me with the most serious face and said, “Well as corny as it sounds, I want you to take my virginity.”

“Wait, you want me to fuck you?” I asked.
“Yeah bae that's what I'm askin' you to do.” He said coming up to kiss me. I was shocked, excited, and turned on even more. Manny was just amazing, there was no other word for him and I'm damn glad he's all mine! “Well Manny, I can do that for you.” I said as I laid next to him and kissed him. I make my way to his asshole and begin to rub my finger around it. “Wow.” he breathed “You good?” “Yeah.” He said with a laugh. “Alright then.” that was the last thing I said then I went down and started to eat his ass. “Aww shit, fuck!” I remember the first time I was eaten out, I was pushin off and runnin' from the tongue. Lol. Manny was flailing around and tryin to get away too! “That shit feel too good Willie.” “Yeah daddy?” “Fuck yeah babe, do that shit.” So I get even more into it and I start to go wild. Now you know when I go wild, so does Manny and it should come as no shock that he started runnin. “Where you goin' daddy?” “Bae, this shit is crazy.” “Yeah you right, but I think you ready now.” “You think so Willie?” “Hell yeah.”

I told myself that I had to go easy on Manny, he's never been fucked before. That's when I thought about him wantin' me to be the one that changes that, man he's good to me. “Bae!” Manny said snappin me out of my thought. “Wassup?” “Come on Willie, I want you inside of me.” “I got you pa.” I said looking into his eyes and putting on the condom. “I promise I got you Manny.” “You good bae, I trust you.” I lube up myself and him and start to push, Manny tensed up a lil bit. “You gotta relax bae if this gonna work.” “I'm sorry baby.” “Naw you good, I'm just lettin' you know, take your time I know you ain't use to this.” After I got in, I just let myself lay in him. “Oh my god Will.” “You alright man?” “Yeah, it just hurt a little.” “It'll get better I promise.”

I start to pull out and push in again slowly. I had to loosen Manny up before really tryin' to fuck him. There were a couple of times where he tried to push me out, guess I went a lil too deep. After like 10 minutes of breakin' in, Manny was starting to get into it. That said, I started to pick up the pace. He was moanin' louder than I do! This was a different side of Manny that I hadn't seen, it was turning me on. I got a lil faster and I guess I hit a spot that had never been hit before. “Woah, shit!” He said puttin his hands on my stomach. “You good?” I ask. “Yeah, I thought I was about to bust.” He said breathing hard. “I must have hit your prostate.” I started goin' again and Manny started pullin me into him and his eyes rolled into the back of his head, before I knew it, he came, and it was a lot. I mean there was a puddle on this nigga stomach. “Fuck me til you bust bae.” I started bangin' his ass out til I felt my dick starting to jump. “Fuck!” I scream, I'd never came that hard before, and man did it feel good.

I plop down on the bed next to him and sigh. “You good bae?” He asked me. “Damn.” it was all I could say. He started laughin' and kissed me deeply. “That was amazing my dude.” “Was it?” I asked. “Fuck yeah, you seen that mess I made, we're gonna have to do that again.” “Yeah.” I breathed out. “Damn you seem more worked out than me.” Manny said with a laugh. “Naw that ass was just hella good is all.” “You know what Will, I'm glad that you were the one to fuck me for the first time.” “You mean that?” “Why wouldn't I? Honestly, when I first saw you I thought to myself 'I'd definitely give it up to him!' ” He said with the most serious voice.

“Damn, that's why I love you, you're so real with me Manny.” I tell him.
“Yeah, I love you too shawty.” He said.

“Whatever you the shawty now Manny.”
“So you say.” He said laughing then biting me on the arm. “Ow!” We started wrestling around on the bed until we were both tired and fell asleep.

Chapter 17: B'Day Surprise (Part 4)

After about 5 minutes of straight nagging in the car, Manny finally told me where we were going. Boulevard Palace was this very upscale restaurant with a live band and really good food. I heard that it was expensive. Manny was doing a lot for me and I couldn't believe I had it this good.

“Did I tell you that you are amazing?” I ask him.
“Yeah babe, about 150,000 times now.” He said with a big smile.
“Ok, I was just makin' sure you knew.”
“Well I'm not the only amazing person in this car, believe that.” He said looking at me and smilin.

“You tryin' to get back up in this ain't you, tryin' to smooth talk me.” I said laughing. “Willie baby, you're in for a few more surprises tonight.” he told me with a crazy ass smirk on his face. I think I'm gonna have to nag him again to get it out of him. “And don't think that you're gonna nag it out of me, cause these last few surprises are big.” he said dead serious. “Get out of my head!” I told him while punching him in the arm. “Please, you know I stay there.” He said pullin' up to our destination.

It had to be one of the most beautiful places I'd ever seen. Great towering pillars at the entrance, gold lights shining on the doors, and the doors themselves gold and revolving. This place was breath taking. We walked in and were shown to our table. I sat down and just took in the view. There weren't too many people there and the band that was playin' was so mood setting, whatever they were playin' just fit this mood perfectly. We order our food and our waiter walked off.

“So what you think?” Manny asked me.
“Dude, you, I-- this-- wow.” Manny smiled then chuckled a bit and looked at me.
“Say nothing else, I already see how you feel.”
“Manny, I really don't know what I did to deserve all of this man.” I confessed holding back tears. “Don't do that Will.” He said in a firm tone. “What?” “Make yourself think that you can't have things like this. You wanna know what you did, well are doin?” “Yeah.” “You're loving me, that's all it takes. I love you and I'mma make damn sure you know it.” He said never taking his eyes from mine. Manny just spoke to my soul and I really had to do everything in my power not to cry in front of this entire restaurant.

“Wow, you tryin' to make a nigga cry tonight huh?” I said laughing and whimpering.
“I love you that's all. But naw you ain't gotta cry, I mean unless it's cause you feel good.”
“Man you don't know the half of it.” I said with a big smile.

After all of that mushy shit, lol, we got our food and pigged out. Well we keep it clean lookin, you know we can't be acting a fool in this big ass place! Right when I'm almost finished with my food, I hear a voice from behind my seat.

“Seems like you too gentlemen are enjoying yourselves.” The voice said sitting next to me. It was Max and Ebony was right behind her. “Oh wow, this is too much, I got all my closest peeps with me.” I said smiling. They sat down at our table and Manny got up. “I'll be back babe.” He said kissing me and smiling.

“So y'all eatin'?” I asked
“Nope, we're here for the show.” Ebony said smiling.
“Wait, what show?” I said dumbfounded. Before I could even start to ask them what they were talking about the host of lead vocalist for the band started talking.

“Tonight we have a gentleman who is putting on a special show for his significant others birthday.” he said. I turned my head towards the stage so fast I damn near broke my neck! The crowd starts to clap as Manny walks onto the stage and up to the mic. He looks at me and smiles.

“This one's for you Willie baby.” He said. I could feel the lump in my throat, I was speechless. I was about to cry when a familiar song started. I turned and looked at Ebony and Max and they smiled at me. I look back at the stage and Manny started singing.

Tonight we're gonna do something different,
Tonight we're gonna touch a little different.
I'm Gonna wait on you hand and foot, like the king you are baby,
Just lay back and I'll show you the way.
Cause tonight we're gonna kiss a little different,
I'm gonna make your body feel a little different.
I Hope your ready, ready, ready,
Ready for love.
Ohh cause we gon' make..

Love Love Looove
Love Love Looove
Love Love Looove
Oh baby
Oh Oh
Oh baby
Love Love Looove
Love Love Looove
La-o-o-ooove
La-o-o-ooove
Oh baby
Oh baby

I see it in your eyes that your surprised now,
I'm gonna put this thing on you, I'll blow your mind out.
And just watch how your body shake,
Don't stop it, just let it shake,
I'll control your body tonight.
Cause I know nobody ever touch your body like me
and what I've done to ya baby, I'll promise you'll never leave,
Cause you wouldn't know what to do with yourself after one night with me.
We gonna make..
.


I'm sure I don't have to tell you that I was sitting there cryin'. Ugh, Im so fuckin' emotional!!! No one has ever sang to me and Manny had the most beautiful voice, I never would've expected it. And let me tell you how he hit that falsetto in the second chorus, aww lawd I was so gone. I got up and walked towards the stage and just watch him. The crowd was looking at me and I'm sure they knew I was the one that this whole thing was for. A few seconds later Ebony and Max were next to me, with their hands on my shoulders.

When the song was over, Manny came off the stage and gave me the deepest kiss ever. I was so ready to go back home and do him good! The audience gave a standing ovation and we broke our kiss. I whispered in his ear. “You have no idea what I'm gonna do to you when we get back to my place.” His reply was. “If anybody is gonna be in for a surprise tonight in the bed it's gonna be you.” Then he grabbed my dick.

What the hell was he talking about?

Chapter 16: B'Day Surprise (Part 3)

After reading that text I was ready to go. Max and Ebony came out of the bathroom and I told em I was ready to go! “Manny must have texted you.” Max asked. “Yeah he did.” I smiled. “Ok then, lets go take you to see your man.” Ebony said.

We started to head back home and I was so ready to see Manny. I don't even think I'mma give him a chance to talk. For doing all of this, I'm jumpin' on that dick as soon as I'm in reachin' distance. “You got a good man Will.” Max said. “I know, this is crazy. No one has ever done this for me before.” “And it's not about all of this, you should see the way his face lights up when someone says your name.” Max told me. “Yeah, and when he told us the plans for today, he had this big fuckin' grin on his face.” Ebony added. I couldn't hold it in, I started to cry. Manny is one of the best things to happen to me, I love him and he loves me. I got him and I'm not letting go.

“And the biggest surprise Will, you are really gonna like that!” Max said. “Oh YEAH!!” Ebony said. They both started laughing as we pulled up to our complex. This made me a lil agitated cause as much as I like surprises, I like to be in the know aw well. I guess I was gonna have to be submissive for Manny in this case, and I wasn't mad to do that at all.

I open the door and call out Manny's name but no answer. I run to my room and open the door, and there he is. I jump him and start to make out with him. I was so happy to see him and I wanted to let him know that.

“I guess you happy to see me huh?” He asked breaking the kiss.
“Duh!!” I said with a laugh. “I wanted to thank you for all this today Manny.” He looked at me and smiled. “It's my mans birthday, I'm goin all out, and I'm not done by any means.” He says as he lays me on the bed and goes to the bathroom. I hear him start the shower and then he walks back into the room.

“Come on lets get you cleaned up before we go.” He tells me.
“Go where?” I ask.
“You'll know when we get there, no questions babe. Now come on, let me bathe you.” He said commandingly. That's all he had to say, I was off to the bathroom. He took my hand and I followed him. He closed the door, locked it, then he undressed me. After undressing me, he begins to undress himself. I start to help but he stops me.

“Nope, it's all about you tonight Willie.” He said as he pulled me into the shower. He lathered up my body and started washing me. His touch felt so good to me. His big hands guided their way over my body. My chest, my stomach, then my dick. He made sure he paid special attention to it. Slowly stroking it in his hand and giving it a light squeeze. He knows that it doesn't take too much stimulation for me to go off, and go off I did. I opened my eyes to see that his dick was hard too. “I know what you told me, but I've been tryin' to get at this all day man.” I said to him. “You don't have to ask Will, take what you want, it's your night.”

You already know he ain't have to tell me again, I got on my knees and took his entire member into my mouth like it was air. He let out the loudest moan I've ever heard from him and his knees shook, yeah I was getting that good. Back and forth, back and forth, head suckin', then base, and then back to the head, I was giving his dick the BIZ!!! I took one hand and put it on his ass and my other around his manhood and went to town. I don't think he could keep up cause homeboy was breathin all off stroke.

“Stop Will I'mma bust, aww shit.” He said barely getting the words out. I got back up and he started laughing. I kisses him and started strokin' his dick. He thrust his dick into my hands and never broke our kiss. “I want you to fuck me.” I told him while I still had hold of his bottom lip. “Alright, I can do that for you.” He said grabbing a condom off the back of the counter. Then he turned me around and dug in me all in one motion. Damn it hurt so good and a passion filled moan passed my lips and echoed off the bathroom walls. He stroked it so deep that I had to take control of the stickin. I threw it back slowly for a good five minutes and before I knew it, I was throwing Manny against the wall. “Damn, Will baby, you wildin' tonight!” He said while moaning. He pushed me off and caught his breath before I was all up in his grill again.

“Pick me up.” I told him. He looked at me lustfully and bit his lip. “Now nigga!” I howled. I don't think he was expectin' that cause his eyes grew wide and his dick jump. “Yeah, you like that commanding bottom shit don't you?” “Yeah, baby, I do.” He said still lookin' at me. “Then fuck me, right now.” He picked me up so I was facin' him and sat me down on his dick. He was bouncing and rockin' his dick in me so good I just threw my head back and took it. I reached my hand back and started rubbin' his asshole. “Fuck!” Manny said bouncing me faster. That told me to go ahead and stick my finger in there, but I had to one up it and hit him with two. “Damn baby wait!” “I'm sorry.” I said as took one finger out. “You know I'mma bottom virgin.” he said smiling. “My bad Manny, I got you.” I said as I kept finger fuckin' him. “Shit babe, I'mma cum” “Me too daddy.” It took no more than 5 strokes then we were both into each others orgasm. I could feel his dick jumping inside of me and I'm sure that he felt my ass squeezing around his dick.

We came to when Manny damn near dropped me! By that time we realized the water was cold. I hurry up and turn it off and we hop out of the shower.

“Alright, go dry off put your outfit on and we out.” Manny said.
“Yeah, what about Ebony and Max?”
“They meeting us at the spot.” he told me.

And of course I still didn't know where we were going, but I'd find out!

Chapter 15: B'Day Surprise (Part 2)

The spa hit the spot, I had so much tension in my body and I really needed to release it. I still can't believe that Manny paid for me and my girls to go to the spa. OMG do have an awesome man or what? Max, Ebony, and I headed out of the spa and back home. My mind was racing a mile a minute of what was gonna happen next, I was so excited.

“Wait a minute, the apartment is back that way, where you goin;?” I asked.
“This is the second part Willie. And stop askin' Manny told us not to.” Max fired at me. I sat back in my seat and just went along with it.

This time we pull into a big ass mall. I know Manny is not about to let me spend money. Wow this guy is really blowing me away. We got out and went into the mall. Max stopped me and handed me another note. Oh boy.
**Now babe, I want you to shop until you drop.
Well at least until the $1000 is gone. And make
sure that you get yourself a cute outfit.
Don't worry about dinner cause I got that on lock.**


Before I could say anything Ebony hands me the money. Hell, I couldn't say anything, I was speechless. A shoppin' spree? A shoppin' spree nigga? I was really starting to enjoy myself. First place I headed to was the shoe store so I could get Max, Ebony, Manny, and myself a pair of some hot shoes.

“Willie, you don't have to get us anything.” Ebony says. “Yeah, this is your day boo, you spend that money on you..” Max agreed. I told both of them to stop with all that nice bullshit and go buy a pair of some fly heels. They didn't need to be told twice. “Oh yeah, we gonna have to get y'all some dresses too.”

We spent about an hour in the mall. Max and Ebony looked real sexy in there get ups. If I wasn't gay, I'd take a run at em. Max and Ebony went to go use the bathroom that's when I got a text.
Manny: Have you left the mall yet?Me: Naw, and thank you baby, you're amazinManny: I have to be just for you. I can't wait to see you.Me: Yeah, I feel the same.Manny: Well Will, you should come back to your apartment, maybe you'll see me there.

Chapter 14: B'Day Surprise (Part 1)

School just had to go by slowest on my damn birthday! And on top of that, Manny didn't come today. Of course I was wondering why, I wanted to see him on my B'day. Then I remembered him sayin' to have my schedule open, he had something planned and I really wanted to know what it was.

After that drag of an English class, I went to go meet up with Max and Ebony. And as luck would have it, I ran into Frank... and Reed!! They were together! I laughed at the sight. I mean not cause they were together but the fact that they were still a lil banged up from that night at the club. Reed gave me a cold stare followed by Frank.

“Like what you see nigga?” I asked Reed.
“Nope.”
“Good, cause it's not for you!” I laughed at him.

I walked away and Reed, being Reed, got loud. I didn't know what he said cause honestly I wasn't tryin' to have it on my B'day. This day was for me to enjoy with my friends and man, and Reed and Frank were not about to stop that. After my little thought I seen Max and Ebony.

“Happy B'day Willie!!” Max screamed.
“Thank you.” I said with a smile.
“So how's it goin' so far?” Ebony asked.

“Boring as hell!!” I started laughing.
“Well that's about to change, lets go.” Ebony told me. “Wait, what--” Before I could get my sentence all the way out, I was out the school and in the truck headed home. “OK what are we about to do.” I asked anxiously and excited. “We're not telling.” Max said. I definitely kept asking, and they kept sayin' they were not gonna say.

We got to the apartment and Ebony told Max to take her stuff while I took mine in the house. I got out and headed up to my room. I put my stuff in my closet and grabbed my wallet. I don't know why I didn't notice it when I walked in, but there was a note on my bed. I looked at it and it was from Manny. I opened it and read it.

“Tonight we're gonna do something different,
Tonight we're gonna touch a little different.
I'm gonna wait on you hand and foot, like the king you are baby,
Just lay back and I'll show you the way....”


I started grinning when Max came in. “We don't have all day Will.” She seen I was smiling and holding a note. “Is that from Manny?” “Yeah” “Let me read it.” I gave her the note and started to head out. “Hey!, you're not gonna need your wallet Will.” Max stopped me. Uh ok, well this is different, I didn't think too much of it and we both headed to the truck.

“Damn, if y'all didn't take long enough.” Ebony fired at us. “If we late I'mma fuck both of y'all up.” Max and I laughed. We hit the road and I still had no idea where we were headed. “So Manny gave Will a lil note.” “Well I'mma have to read it when we get to where we goin'.” Ebony says.

After another 5 minutes of driving we pull up to this spa. Was this where we were going? Aww shit!! I ain't ever been to a spa! Ebony parks in front of the building. “Now you know” Ebony says. “Whatever bitch.” I said laughing. We got out and walked into the spa.

“Reservations?” An short lady said walkin' up to Ebony.
“Yes, 3 under Lowens.” She told her. OMG Manny did this!?!? I started smiling again. “Will!!” Max tapped me on my shoulder. I answered and the lady gave me another note. Once again it was from Manny.

**Don't think this is the only thing that I have planned.
There's much more baby, sorry I had to play you like
I didn't know it was your B/day today but, I had to keep the mystery.
I love you Will.**


Damn, how can it get better from a spa??

Chapter 13: Kisses In The Park

*WILLIE*

I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss Manny, I did. I just had to have space from him. In other new Max and I are now on speaking terms but I have to rebuild my trust with her. After I got off the phone with Manny I went to go get ready. Even though it wasn't a big 'ol date type thing, I felt the need to get a lil spiffed up so I wore somethin' not too casual yet not too formal.

I walk down stairs and fix myself something to drink. I was kinda nervous, what would he say to me? What would I say to him? Was I wrong for just assuming that he cheated? Was he really being faithful? Was I being too sensitive? I was in a bad relationship previously and I wasn't exactly over what Reed did. I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't here Max calling my name.

“Willie, hello!! Trey Songz is in here!!” She screamed
“OHH WHERE!!!!???!” I said with excitement
“Yeah, I thought that would get your attention.”

I looked at her cross-eyed. “You bitch!” I laughed.
“So how you feelin'?”
“Sick, I'm bout to go see Manny.”
“Ahh, you nervous?”

“Very much so.” I confess
“Oh well!” She said as she began to push me out of the apartment. “You're just gonna have to get over that and get your man.” She said as she closed the door.
“Yeah, you're right.”


I step out of the truck. “Do you need me to come and get you?” I didn't know what to say, I didn't know if Manny and I would even make up. “No, it's cool.” I mutter out. After about a minute of walking the park's fitness path, I see him, Manny. Just as sexy as the last time I seen him. He spotted me, ran up to me, and gave me the tightest hug he's ever given me.

“I missed you so much.” He said. I could feel my cheek getting wet, he was crying.
“Stop you're gonna make me cry. And I missed you too.” We broke our hug and just looked at each other. We just stared, I missed looking at Manny.

“You so beautiful to me.” Manny said
“Stop Manny..” I said smiling.
“No baby, I mean it. There's so much that I haven't told you that I should have.” He confessed as he guided me to another bench under a tree.

He looks at me for a good minute. “Willie, I love you.” I froze when he said that. He's never told me that before. Not that I didn't think he did, he's just never said it. I started to cry. “Why you cryin'?” “I love you too.” I said to him with tears in my eyes. He kissed me. This kiss was way different, maybe it was because I hadn't seen him in a while, but this kiss took me to another world.

“Look about that night Willie--”
“No Manny, I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions. I just can't help it. Reed hurt me so--”
“But I'm not him, are you over him.” Manny asked me.

“I'm over him, I'm not over what he did to me.” I say to Manny.
“Babe you can't think that I'm gonna do you like he did, and I told you I got you.” He said never lookin' away from me. I couldn't stay mad at him.
“Baby believe me, the Trina thing will make perfect sense soon, really soon.”
“I'm trusting you Manny. I won't question you about it again.” I said with a sigh.

“Come here.” he said sitting me down on the bench. He starts to kiss my neck and rubbin' my body. I couldn't do anything but reciprocate the actions. I let my hands explore the body that I've missed so much. “You know what happened last time we was in a public place, don't you?” I ask him. He laughs, “Yeah, but it won't be as long as that time, I promise.” He kisses me and we begin to make out. We keep at this for about 10 minutes, “Willie, somebody missed you.” Manny said lookin down. I get ready to unzip his pants then he stops me. “No no, just rub him.” he said then giving me a kiss. I do just that and glide my fingers over his dick. It felt like it was screaming to get out. I grab it and squeeze it. “Ahh, yeah, just like that baby..”
The sight was one to behold, I'm sitting there with a raging hard-on and I'm beatin' Manny's dick with his clothes on. If I ain't know any better, I'd say we were freaks. I continue to stroke him and then he reaches over and begins to do the same. It felt so good to have him touching me again. We keep going at this for another 10 minutes until Manny tells me that he's about to cum. “I am too Manny.” We stroke each other harder and faster, before I knew it I was coming. I could tell by the way Manny was coming too. “Oh my damn, Willie. Dammit baby, that feels so good.” We look at each other and notice each others wet spots.

“Uh I think we should get into the car before somebody sees these.” Manny said chuckling. “Yeah we should.” I said following him to his car.


“So where you headed?” Manny asks me still looking at the road.
“What you mean?”
“I mean, are you going back to your apartment or are you coming with me?”
“Well, Im tryin to get round 2 in, so I wanna hit up your dorm.” I said to him.
“Ah shit shawty, that's wassup.” He said lickin' his lips. I laughed.

“So you got anything planned tomorrow Willie?” He asked.. Did he forget my birthday??
“Nope, not at all.” I said playin along, hoping that he was joking.
“Oh well, you should keep your schedule open.” he said with a devilish grin.

What did my man have up his sleeve??

Chapter 12: Inside His Mind

*MANNY*

It's been two weeks since I seen Willie, I miss my man. Truth be told, Trina is a Event Planner and I was working with her to set up a birthday party for Willie, which was in a few days. I never felt so bad for keeping something from Will. I just wanted to surprise him, show him what I could do for him. Damn, here go the tears again. I've never cried over a female, much less a dude. I've been blowing up his phone like crazy, but he never answers. I text him things like, “I miss you.” and “Please forgive me..” but his only responses were, “Yeah” or “I'm kinda busy right now.”

It hurt to be away from him. I love him... I never told him... I don't know why. Now I'm here back in my bed crying when I should be doing homework. I have to get Willie back, I have to fight for what's mine! That's when I decided to call Ebony. It rang a few times, I was worried that she wouldn't pick up.

“Hello?” she answered.
“Hey Ebony, it's Manny, please don't hang up.”
“I have half a mind to Manny, why did you do Willie like that?” She questioned me.

“Look, I couldn't tell Willie cause it's a surprise.” I explain
“Uh yeah, cheating on your partner is a surprise.”
“No! I didn't cheat and I'm not cheating now!”
“Whoa, calm down, I wouldn't want to have to hang up on you.” She says to me sternly.

“Ok, I'm sorry. Truth is, I'm planning a surprise birthday party for Willie.” Ebony was silent for a moment.
“Wow Manny, I--”
“Look it's cool, I'm sure I could have handled it better, I just didn't want to spoil the surprise. That's why I need your help.”
“What do you need me to do?” she asked willing to help out. “I need you to have Willie ready to go out at 8:00 pm on Friday, his birthday.” I informed her.

“Manny you really are a great guy.”
“Thank you, I just wanna see my baby again.” I confess.
“I know, he'll come around, so what you got planned?” She asked excitedly.
“Ha ha, see I can't even tell you that, it's big.”
“Aww you party pooper!” She said and I laughed. That's when I heard him over the phone. Willie sounded so happy, I had to talk to him.

“Do you think he'll talk to me?” I ask Ebony.
“We'll find out won't we.” She says. Then I hear her talkin' to him and him askin' who it was. She wouldn't tell him and I think he kinda figured it out, it got quiet for a second.

“Hey Manny..” He said not excited to speak to me at all.
“Willie, I missed your voice.”
“Yeah..”
“Yeah, I did..” I tell him.

“What, Trina's voice ain't enough?” he said to me. This kinda pissed me off.
“Willie man calm down with that shit!”
“Really, do you want to get hung up on!? Don't come at me like that!” He said raising his voice.
“No, but Willie, it's not even what you think..” I tell him. Him and I go back and forth for a lil bit. I think it was better for us to go ahead and get it out now than to do something crazy later.

“I'm sorry Will..” I sigh
“Are you?”
“Yes baby, you mean so much to me.” I open up to him.

“Manny, I think we need to talk in person.”
“Don't break up with me Willie..”
“Stop. I didn't say I was.. We just need to talk.” He said laughing, it was the first time I heard that in a while.
“I miss your laugh.”
“You told me that already.” He said with a slight chuckle.

“No, I told you I miss your voice, then your laugh.” I said laughing back
“Whatever Manny, where we meetin' at?” He asked me.
“The park.”
“Ok cool, I'll see you in like 30 minutes.” Willie states
“Yeah, see you there shawty.”

I hang up with the biggest smile on my face. I was about to see my boo again. It's been a lonely two weeks and I was so ready to see him, I just hope that this talk wasn't a bad one.